The Artificial Paroles

I wish I was lost,
But this was an alternate destination.

Watch life flash before your eyes and
hope for the best.
Even in this well-lit room,
Where you lay down to rest
You still cast a shadow that stabs you in the back

This all began so well,
and was the longest spiral ...
downward I've ever felt.
You would've been the death of me
if I stuck around much longer
These months of sickness felt like I
was sleeping six feet underground.

You can't tell the difference between what's real and not
Find the truth or you will lose yourself forever.
Everything I worked so hard for

You said you walked the line, but you're the one falling short
Actions speak louder than words.
I can't waste time anymore

When you realize
What you're leaving behind
I wish I was lost,
But this was an alternate destination.

With no plot
And no path laid out
I swear I'm not lost
I'm not lost

You were offered the world and turned it down
Shed no tear, and hope to break out on your own
I Refuse to call this place home

(Thanks to Brian for these lyrics)