Phantom Paroles

All those times that I could
Swear I heard you speak
You spoke in such low voice
Of how if you could choose you would
Choose not to feel
'Cause you are hardly ever happy


Sometimes I find myself
Standing in those steps
With eyes so black and unsure
Realizing this is not where I want to be
And not where I want to go

And I don't mean to somehow
Always disagree
But I feel that you do not to see
In order to love you have to be all you can be
Mostly you have to love yourself You are still waiting on me
Oh, but if I could choose I would
Choose not to feel
'Cause I am hardly ever happy
I am hardly ever happy

I am hardly ever happy