Sonder Paroles

I cannot feel myself - so
Don't try to heal me
You're only wasting your soul away

And I hate the person that I once used to be
Trapped inescapable in a shell I detest so desperately
And I try to keep these demons from my soul
Just to watch it wither

I hate the person I used to be
So I watch myself wither away

Spirits drag my body and I can't breathe
They stare at my open wounds
I'm lost and empty, lying on the ground
I am forever doomed

And day by day I'm left incomplete
I still don't know where I really want to be
And day by day I'm left incomplete And I'm wandering around and I wonder
All I really want is to be - to be sonder

Now