Paroles de Wavering
I've let melancholy permeate my epidermisIt resonates with every word and I'm stirred awake at night
Because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates
It swings from grief that suffocates
To brevity my voice can't shake
I stutter when I speak 'cause I'm still so weak
I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent
But it took a long time to be honest with myself
About the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health
Oh, how it pains me to admit it
But I'm far from self-sufficient
My independence stolen
By persistent mental illness
Please, don't mistake my silence for ignorance
I'm trying to be better at this
But I'm sick and tired of self-abusing
And making excuses for why...
I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me
I'm remind daily that my depression can't be justified
But I can't seem to quieten down my mind
I've always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help
But it's either that, or face the fact I may end up killing myself I'm sorry if you're not around to read this
I swear that I tried
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