One More Please Paroles

For a while it makes me sick
All the shit it puts me through
All the troubles I get into
But when the day turns to night
I've already forgotten
I'm searching for another
Step on my own wings
All I ever want is to have one more
After the last one promised myself I would stop
Deep inside I know I'll never get enough
I will always keep on searching for one more
Once again my head explodes
Is it everything I need
Is it something that I search for
All the possibilities
That I've missed along the way
Come back to remind me
For a while it disgusts me
Cannot understand myself
Why on earth I've ever done it All I ever want is to have one more
After the last one promised myself I would stop
Deep inside I know I'll never get enough
I will always keep on searching for one more
Take a look in the mirror
Better take a good one
Change the glance into a stare
And tell me what I've done
Is it over yet
Can I ever make it stop
With my will power
Well, I guess not
I wonder how damn hard
I should be screaming
So that I could hear my voice
So that I would understand
Like standing in quicksand
It doesn't take me anywhere
All I ever want is to have one more
After the last one promised myself I would stop
Deep inside I know I'll never get enough
I will always keep on searching for one more
But is it...is it...
What keeps me...keeps me...me alive