Safety Of Routine Paroles

I lose myself again
And if only for a moment do I
truly feel this way,
then suddenly it all becomes
something of worth to me

Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray

Now that I've gone too far,
this escape has caught up with me
Everyone's gone
They all realized that I stopped caring
so long ago that today
was only taken for granted
And tomorrow's just one more
that I believe I deserve

Spent too many hours in this room,
leaving the world outside my door
In failed attempts to forget about,
being frustrated to myself

Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new

One last time
I will watch the sun
go down from this window
And I won't wait for a better day
to walk from
all it ever was that I
had given up on this road
One last step
and I will soon be gone