Paroles de Final Blow

What does it even mean?
I feel bad for what I'm saying
We're in-between
And my heart's been aching

So don't you see?
It had a sting
Writing down my graceful thoughts saying
You're my everything

So drown me under the light
The last thing I want to do is fight
But I need some time alone
Say all of these things I hadn't known

And I hope it was worth this
I'm crying on the floor
Yeah, you didn't deserve it
But I can't do it anymore
So wash out the sun with my made up rain
And hope that the spark comes back again
Will I know?
Or was this meant to be the final blow?

You said you thought of me
But I'm still not sleeping
So drown me under the light
The last thing I want to do is fight
But I need some time alone
Say all of these things I hadn't known

And I hope it was worth this
I'm crying on the floor
Yeah, you didn't deserve it
But I can't do it anymore

I hope it was worth this
I'm crying on the floor
Yeah, you didn't deserve it
But I can't do it anymore
So wash out the sun with my made up rain
And hope that the spark comes back again
Will I know?
Or was this meant to be the final blow?