I've Freaked Out Paroles

I am lying on the floor

One step, two step, I'm trying so hard
I want to change who I used to be
But drugs are around me

I'm sorry but I've freaked out
My body said, "Sold out"
I take drugs over the odds
Money is my god

My body is crying
My heart is bleeding
Outside, it's raining
And the bells are ringing

'Cause tonight, I have a meeting
Where nobody will be speaking
About what's boring
I'm still searching, I'm still learning But drugs are around me

I'm sorry but I've freaked out
My body said, "Sold out"
I take drugs over the odds
Money is my god

But I'm lucky
'Cause I have a lover
She's the sunshine for me, she's a sweet melody
She's an open mind; I'd be a fool to let her down
When I hate myself and I wanna die, she keeps me alive

One step, two step, I'm trying so hard
I want to change who I used to be
But drugs are around me

I'm sorry but I've freaked out
My body said, "Sold out"
I take drugs over the odds
Money is my god

Ohh, God is here
I'm sorry but I have to stop this conversation