Relapse Paroles

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel alright

Sometimes, I be wishin' I could run away
And I'm tryna convince myself to put my gun away
'Cause I don't know what I'm chasin'
But, all I feel is hatered
Wishin' you would've embraced me, just a little bit
Yeah, I feel in love with drugs
But, that was only 'cause I never felt your love in the first place
Now, all it does is bring me down in the worst way (Oh)
I got a tattoo on my face when I was innocent
To remind myself, I got demons, and I can't let 'em in (I can't)
Why this life so fuckin' hard?
I'm ashamed to tell my parents that I got scars
Like they know what those are
I put Stephnie on stand-by for Tenisha
Then, I hit both of them bitches with the, "Bye Felicia"
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (Oh)
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (Oh-oh)
Might fuck around and change you
But, it's gon' be alright
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel alright

I wish I had the chance to bring back my soldiers
If only we could start over (Only we could start over)
I wish I had the chance to give you closure
But, my heart's frozen
This shit doesn't feel alright

I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes (Oh)
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full (Oh-oh)
Might fuck around and change you
But, it's gon' be alright
I can't tell you what I see when I close my eyes
'Cause it's painful, and it's drain-full
How could you let these niggas change you?
This shit doesn't feel alright