Catch The Sun Paroles

That I still can't be /what I want to be
My god, I was so fortunate
Filled with joy /No one believes it
Neither myself nor my mates
Fuck it, am I like a toy?
This cannot be / I cannot accept
That you're no more with me
Now I'm sitting here crying
I sweard I would never / But I think of dying
How could you do this to me?
I lose touch to reality / and I hate the society
I hate myself /Cuz I cannot think clear
And the only thing I do is grabbing my bear
Its shame that I am not what I want to be
Maybe I used to be me
I'm not that strong my spirit is weak
I have no control of it indeed
It's like devils seed
Tell me, how I can believe in the lord
When he takes the judgement-sword And the only one, that could cut this session
Has to leave me at this time
Forces me to write this rhyme
I'm no more able to make a hymn
My plan was to release “Feeling good”
Now I'm crying, begging that I would
I'm writing rhymes bout this endless shit
Yeah, the hell, I'm infinite
I am myself, nothing can change this
And if you think
These are the last rhymes of this song
Then you are wrong
Nothing's gonna bring me down today!
[refrain]
Keep on
I would never give up
Keep on
Live goes on
Keep on
No need of a teardrop
Keep on
Gotta catch the sun
[verse 2]
How can I mourn?
My mind is torn but life is good
My friends are by my side
I love you/ you are my greatest pride
I wrote the exculpation to excuse
But this song is no longer of use
“So how could I live without you?
In my Pain I wouldn't know what to do”
And I finally see
What it means to me
I always told you, friends are the very precious
Even more than love cuz that is just “delicious”
But it's hard these days
The life I live
And I still am suspicious
Why happiness isn't with us
My Precious is no more there
But I still would give my heart for her
But I will not mourn
Life goes on
World keeps spinning,
as if there was nothing to happen
and as Life goes on, I keep singing my song
[refrain]