When Will It End Paroles

In me hope keeps me alive
nothing else to hold on to
I want to end it
i have to end it
i want to leave it all behind
It's grinding me
i have to liberate me
i have to leave it all behind
Recalling the memories
when will it end
What i left behind.
The feeling is so real.
Recalling what i've lost
pushes my power away
Regarding what i leave behind,
the feeling is still so real
so painful
Recalling what i've lost
pushes away every power
This numb feeling i don't care how much to pay
No way out
neither through screaming nor through crying
Only leeling and hiding seems to make sense
Day by day i go through hell
my own one created by me
In me hope keeps me alive
nothing else to hold on to
I want to end it
i have to end it
i want to leave it all behind
It's grinding me
i have to liberate me
i have to leave it all behind
Recalling the memories
when will it end
What i left behind.
The feeling is so real.