Paroles de Self Destruct
I don't know if I've been sleeping or awakeCan you save me from myself now? (Yeah)
I don't feel safe with no one else 'round
Everybody watching me while I fight to breathe
But I choose to do this myself
And, know, maybe I've been too hurt to trust
Still don't think I deserve enough
And when things go right, I'm reminded of all that is evil
I've got that reside in the blood on a slow leak
I can feel the change when I'm on the path, but I can't let it go
Want you to feel the way that I feel and try to get you to hear
But you won't
Fallin', I made this bed that I crawl in
The darkness in me is calling
And all the while the clock ticks down
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when
I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
Sick of pretending I'm not at the ending
And tellin' my friends I'm okay when it's just never enough
Ne-never a moment to let you in
I don't know if I'll be anything better than
What I've become, so I cut the connection
And if there's a button to end it, I'm pressing it
Fallin', I made this bed that I crawl in
The darkness in me is calling
And all the while the clock ticks down
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when
I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
So I self-destruct, 'truct, 'truct
So I self-destruct
So I self-destruct, 'truct, 'truct
So I self-destruct, I self-destruct
Now I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when
I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
And when things go right, I'm reminded of all that is evil
I've got that reside in the blood on a slow leak
I can feel the change when I'm on the path, but I can't let it go
Want you to feel the way that I feel and try to get you to hear
But you won't
Fallin', I made this bed that I crawl in
The darkness in me is calling
And all the while the clock ticks down
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when
I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
Sick of pretending I'm not at the ending
And tellin' my friends I'm okay when it's just never enough
Ne-never a moment to let you in
I don't know if I'll be anything better than
What I've become, so I cut the connection
And if there's a button to end it, I'm pressing it
Fallin', I made this bed that I crawl in
The darkness in me is calling
And all the while the clock ticks down
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when
I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
So I self-destruct, 'truct, 'truct
So I self-destruct
So I self-destruct, 'truct, 'truct
So I self-destruct, I self-destruct
Now I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage when I self-destruct
I didn't want for this to be how it ends
But everything dies when
I turn to you, but you turn away
Why do I make you afraid?
I'm giving up, I've had enough
And I know I can't escape all this damage, so I self-destruct
