Paroles de Magic
If I could count to tenOpen my eyes and have it all start over again
Take back all the things I said, that I never meant
And I prayed that one day you would forget
It’s fucked up in my head
I say things I don’t mean and moments later I am filled with regret
I wouldn’t blame you if you left, it probably makes more sense
And I deserve to be alone
I hide it well, I’m like a magician
But it haunts my thoughts, keeps me lost, and it blurs my vision
I lie awake, totally afraid
Of all the thoughts in my head and the things that I’ll never face
There’s got to be a better way, but I’ll drink enough to put it off for another day
A fresh coat of paint, the broom swept emptiness looks like a new place
We just covered the stains, they’re not gone
Sorry I led you on, I’m not brave, I’m not strong
I am barely hanging on
At the end of a rope and most of my hope is gone
Please take this bitter pill, and know my dear I miss you still
Your flowers have begun to wilt, my love
It wasn’t a momentary lapse
So many things in my past that I can never take back Please don’t be mad, when I’m gone
Sorry I led you on, I’m not brave, I’m not strong
I am barely hanging on
At the end of a rope and most of my hope is gone
Please take this bitter pill, and know my dear I miss you still
Your flowers have begun to wilt, my love
Even when it’s sunny there’s a chance of rain
It’s followed me, everywhere, everyday
I left a note and I signed my name
It will be on the kitchen table when you wake
I gave it my best shot, but I could never see straight and I got lost
I hate it so much, is too late now?
For me to learn how?
And I deserve to be alone
I hide it well, I’m like a magician
But it haunts my thoughts, keeps me lost, and it blurs my vision
I lie awake, totally afraid
Of all the thoughts in my head and the things that I’ll never face
There’s got to be a better way, but I’ll drink enough to put it off for another day
A fresh coat of paint, the broom swept emptiness looks like a new place
We just covered the stains, they’re not gone
Sorry I led you on, I’m not brave, I’m not strong
I am barely hanging on
At the end of a rope and most of my hope is gone
Please take this bitter pill, and know my dear I miss you still
Your flowers have begun to wilt, my love
It wasn’t a momentary lapse
So many things in my past that I can never take back Please don’t be mad, when I’m gone
Sorry I led you on, I’m not brave, I’m not strong
I am barely hanging on
At the end of a rope and most of my hope is gone
Please take this bitter pill, and know my dear I miss you still
Your flowers have begun to wilt, my love
Even when it’s sunny there’s a chance of rain
It’s followed me, everywhere, everyday
I left a note and I signed my name
It will be on the kitchen table when you wake
I gave it my best shot, but I could never see straight and I got lost
I hate it so much, is too late now?
For me to learn how?
