Prelude To Some Bullshit Paroles

I still read all the signs wrong.
Don't feel like I belong
Anywhere, to anyone,
This shit's no fun

And if I knew what I was doing I would've done something before
But I never know what I'm doing and now I'm fucking up more and more

I'm so, so tired of hiding out instead of tabling my balls
I don't sleep too well, I can already tell I won't deal with this well at all

Every day's a little different,
Every day's a little fucking worse
Stay buried in my headphones,
Cross your fingers I'm not cursed
I'm high atop Mt. Bullshit and she's dying to erupt
I'm still not sleeping, I should wake the fuck up

What the fuck am I doing here? Where the fuck have you gone? At least nothing can kill me 'cause I'm already sort of dead

Brain's gone dead,
Nothing in my head