My Head Is Fucked Again Paroles

I missed the train, so now I'm on the bus
so if I'm late meeting you please don't make a fuss
Another girl takes off, I bet I can tell why
because I was either too drunk or too high

I'm losing touch again, and over-analyzing everything too much again
and often catching myself staring into space again
wiping the smile off my own face
I'd rather live to die than just wait to, but sometimes I find it's hard to take the pace

My head is fucked again and it feels like there is nothing I can do
My head is fucked again so I guess I'll just have to continue to

Tell everybody I feel alright even though I wanna cry
because I keep letting things out with my control get the best of me and
the odds are stacking high
and if you need an example why

I still remember at the age of 8, standing in tears at my dad's front gate
every Thursday and every second Friday when my mum didn't show up
I try to push it from the front to the back of my mind
but every time I'm drunk I always seem to find it's all that I can think about
Nothing I can do about that now, but still somehow
I always seem to let it get me down