Mom's Whiskey Paroles

I've been feeling like the Knicks now
Had to sacrifice last year to try and land a pick now
Random side bar, I'm still pissed Netflix dropped the Get Down
And when I get down, ain't no end shit, that's everyday
Even on the bestest of days, cups in the air 'til the rest can relate, yeah
I've been findin' grooves in the madness, yeah
I've been little bruised with the sadness, yeahh
I've been drinkin' booze to distract shit, yeah
I've been becomin' the cliché
Don't want them to wait till the end of the game to check on me
I ain't instant replay homie, I be way lonely
I be on my phone while they be way phony
I made an album, I think it's amazing
I'm scared you won't like it though
What you know bout that?
Like when you write your truth can't say it was typo, yo
I mix my gangster with delicate
I've been afraid of the evidence
I'm in my jaded-est elements Like all my feelings is Mexicans
It ain't that I'm afraid to let 'em in
I'm just an emotional veteran
Emotion just ain't worth discussing
Man, all of these pressures been festering
A little bit of strength and a little bit of paint
What I work with now, that's all I need
A little bit of faith, and a hint of some restraint
Wish I had more around, that's not what I see
They give me applause and a bunch of "Ooh's" and "Ah's"
With the bars, but homie that's not all I be
2020 they gon' get to know me, me

Sun is comin', shinin' above us and it's a good day
Did Jehovah tell me what love is? Wish you could tell me somethin'
Fuck it, lose your friends, lose your soul to trends
Losin' love to make the ends to get the means
To make the ends to look behind
But play pretend and wish that you can play again
But different now, the climate feel like winter now
This shit ain't real it's all just smokin' mirrors now
Sinnin' alcoholic, yeah, I been it
Lyin', cheatin', yeah, I did it
What that's you? cause' I fit it, yeah
Are you livin' what you rap 'bout?
Or are you livin' in a sad house?
Or do you really get enough rest?
Like "Fuck it, I'm about to cash out"
Rooftop in my hometown with a sweet chick is my soul food
Got a new face and a new wave
But she only fucking with the old juice
So, I been moving in and out the city
Time to time, you gotta cut the lights
Told my shorty I been hella busy
Momma told me don't believe the hype
I been somewhere holdin' down a Porsche
Livin' free and takin' no advice
Take the Johnny Walker over ice
Devil always puttin' up a fight

I been drinkin', I been drinkin'
Yeah

I've been drinking all my momma's whiskey
I've been staying up alone at night
I've been thinking 'bout mistakes I'm paying for
For which I still don't know the price
I've been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right, yeah
I just don't know tonight, yeah
I've been drinking all my momma's whiskey
I've been staying up alone at night
I've been thinking 'bout mistakes I'm paying for
For which I still don't know the price
I've been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right, yeah
I just don't know tonight, yeah