Use To Be Paroles

Had dreams of a daughter had to change my visions
When my auntie got killed, man this pain a killer
I call her after every show
Had to let her know how a boy feel , why she had to go
In the minute that she went, and what am I supposed to do without
The time that we ain't spent, I had plans I was gonna throw a party for her
Now that party turned into a funeral
I seen alot of pain in my music than you should know
I'm too real for rap niggers and these industry hoes
I kinda feel for these niggers so in love with the dough
Playing hard but when the camera off straight up hoe
I probably seem like the nigga that be all about hoes
I love pussy but shit that ain't all I know
My mind are caged up used to be on doze
Straight hoopie with my niggas, now I'm buying some clothes
To deal with the pain ain't sayin' what I might do
Out here show my fam' we good so I gotta go
By myself shedding tears hurt 'cause I can't show
How a nigga really feel 'cause I got 2 shows
This bitch about how cocky I am but she don't know And I'm screaming at my phone like bitch did you know how I feel
Afraid to take a nigga 22 years to make me
What your pops and folks to look like him
And have an auntie like your mommy she was your best friend
She help your get your first car, help you furnish your crib
Get your girlfriend a job, helped you out through shit
Dressed your sister up for prom , help you manage your chips
And you turn around and lose her in the same damn year
Time to turn and take it down, what if I was there
I probably could've told her husband that it wasn't fair
And to think about their little girls
Before he pulled the trigger on her then he killed himself
And deep inside I'm kinda feeling like it's my fault
If she wasn't helping be she could've been at home more
Doing things that married people supposed to do
It's killing me 'cause I just got so damn close to you
And everybody calling me telling me to stay strong
And it's the reason why I always wanna be alone
You get to love a person then you turn around they gone
I guess she goin' home ,ye
I guess she goin' home
I guess she goin' home
I used to be a use to
I used to be a use to
I used to be a use to
I used to grind in the dirt
I used to cry 'til it hurt
I wanna love to the heaven
When is my time gonna come
I used to be a use to
But I never got use to
Being what I use to be
Say I used to be a use to
But I never got use to
Being what I use to be