It's My Birthday Paroles

Feels like I’m driving drunk most of the time

I stare at the walls till they cave in
And never call anyone back…
‘Cause I know that I’m not worth saving
And who wants to talk about that

It’s my birthday
So I’ll drink to my heart ache
I know it’s the worst way
To leave it behind

If I’m being honest
It’s not what I wanted
Feels like it all too much most of the time

I stare at the walls till they cave in
And never call anyone back…
‘cause I know that I’m not worth saving
And who wants to talk about that And I’ll shut them all out
So they don’t ask me why I’m not better by now

It’s my birthday
And I’m hoping the window breaks
To steal my reflection
To show me outside

Sometimes I wonder
If I’ll ever love her
Feels like she’s all I’ve got
Most of the time
Funny how all that I want is to leave her behind