Paroles de A Bullet In My Brain

You asked me what I want for my birthday
I guess it's coming up this Thursday
But I can only think of one thing now
I wish I could show you how

For five years we shared everything
Now I don't care about anything
I've seen my own death
And I didn't do my best

Now all I want is a bullet in my brain
So that I can move on from this old city
All I ask of you is to never be afraid
And to never beg for some old pity

I know it's hard to take me seriously
It's the only thing I think of fearlessly
I can't sugarcoat it
I'm just gonna have to load it

All I want is a bullet in my brain
So that I can move on from this existence
All I ask of you is to never be afraid
Never stop when you know you can go the distance

Dear Sara, do you ever lie awake Every day now when I think I see your face
You smile at me, saying that it's gonna be never
That's OK now because when we're in a better place
We can talk again, maybe this time it'll be forever