Ask Erin Paroles

In hopes of soaking some up
My lips form what you call a smile
And I feel no more

I look out my picture window
Where all the flowers grow
And watch the children pick the berries
And I feel no more

I sit on the lakeside park bench
The city moves around so fast
And everyone is dressed in black and white
And I feel no more

I feel...
No more
I feel...
No more

I walk into the nearest bar I catch the high fives my friends threw
I paint myself in pretty colors
But I know I just look grey
And I feel no more

I hear their voices ringing loud
“He drinks too much
He swears to often.”
I try to drown them out
But it's harder then it looks

Well, ask Erin where I went
Ask Erin where I went, why don't you ask her for me?
Ask Erin why I left so fast
Because I'm still here physically,
Though I wish I wasn't
I feel no more
I never want to feel again