Hospital Hearts Paroles

this hollow room
is a prison to me now
that i won't be leaving soon
so i'll fill my eyes
with the words that you wrote when
you thought i was alive

back when
we both
were kids

sometimes i wonder why
so much of my time is spent
writin' letters that'll never get sent
drawin' pictures that'll never get finished
writin' songs that i'll never sing
"i'm incomplete when you're gone"
that's on everything

i said it was meant to be i understand it, but
i got back on my feet
and now i'm standin' up
and from here i see a whole different landscape
all i ever offered you was hardship and heartbreak
i should have caught on sooner
i'm sorry, i started it
now i'm focusin' on lowerin' my heart rate

they say that life is a journey and not a destination
i say it's a series of setbacks and revelation
so well along the way i came along the realization
that every connection you make is a potenial separation
she say it all has to do with spatial relation
so i'm tryin' to find myself more space and more patience
people with broken heart are like hospital patients
and i got a deathwish i crave that sensation

some sorta stimulus
i'm sorta envious
it seems anything is better than being none(?)
and i believe that god's will is to flesh me in one(?)
i just hope that i'm around to see it done

everything's easy
everything's easy
everything's easy
everything's easy now
(i get the feeling this could be for the best)

we have a purpose
we have a purpose
we have a purpose now
(i get the feeling this could be for the best)

love is our playground
love is our playground
love is our playground now
(i get the feeling this could be for the best)

everyone's happy
everyone's happy
everyone's happy now
(i get the feeling this could be for the best)

love is our playground
love is our playground
love is our playground now

everything's easy
everything's easy
everything's easy now